Feeling Guilty

As soon as I found out the news of Lydia's disappearance with Whickam I immediately started to blame myself for this. Elizabeth also blames herself for this. Unfortunately as soon as Elizabeth found out the bad news she had to leave immediately with the Gardiners. Elizabeth returned home with the Gardiner's to their home and in Longbourn. Elizabeth repeatedly kept apologizing to me for having to leave so abruptly.