Spoiling Suprises

Lady Catherine had a conversation with Lizzy. She informed her that I was planning on asking her to marry me. This is very upsetting. I wanted it to be a suprise. Lady Catherine is so rude. She is constanlty offending everyone. She is so rude to Lizzy. That really makes me mad.

Paying off Whickam

When Lydia and Whickam ran off together Lizzy became very worried. She was worried that Whickam would not marry her sister because they do not have very much money. If he does not marry Lydia, it will bring embarrasment to their family. I paid Whickam to marry Lydia. i did this because I hated seeing Lizzy so sad.

Bingley and Jane

I believe that Bingley and Jane are back together. I feel horrible for the things i did. I should have never split them up. I hope that they can both find the places in their hearts and forgive me for my actions. Meanwhile, Lizzy and I are doing very well. I love her so much.

In Love

I love Elizabeth. She lights up my world. Lady Catherine was very rude to her. This insulted me a lot. She called her poor. She told her to play on the servants piano. Elizabeth does not that have that much money and she said she is to poor to play on the grand piano.

Nervous Wreck

Elizabeth has been a very nervous girl because of her sisters disappearance with Wickham. Elizabeth is nervous because if Whickam does not marry her sister Lydia then that will embarrass her whole family and bring shame to them. Mr. Gardiner repeatedly kept telling Elizabeth that Wickam will marry Lydia because she does not want to ruin his career or reputation. Mr. Bennet has gone to London in search of the two. Lydia left a letter for Colonel Foster's wife that she can not wait to be Lydia Whickam.

Feeling Guilty

As soon as I found out the news of Lydia's disappearance with Whickam I immediately started to blame myself for this. Elizabeth also blames herself for this. Unfortunately as soon as Elizabeth found out the bad news she had to leave immediately with the Gardiners. Elizabeth returned home with the Gardiner's to their home and in Longbourn. Elizabeth repeatedly kept apologizing to me for having to leave so abruptly.

Whickam and Lydia run away

So I've recently found out that Wickham and Lydia have run off to get married. Mr. Gardiner and Mr. Bennet have left to go search for them. I do not know how I feel about this because I am not very fond of Whickam. Elizabeth seems to be very ashamed that Lydia would run off to get married to Whickam when she's only 16 years old. Her leaving the country to go get married at such a young age brings up many questions for me. Sometimes I wonder if she could be pregnant.